because NO ONE IS ALONE IN THIS WORLD.

Pshhht. There really wasn't enough space to write stuff. :/
But, I guess it's enough for you to get a small idea of who I am.

Sometimes I feel like I am completely alone, the only one left who hasn't fallen away into all this teenage angst. I've already been through it, I know what it's like, I've shed the same tears, had the same bruises, have the same scars. I just want to be able to do something for my friends who have fallen on hard times. I don't want to lose them. People who I've known since childhood seem like strangers to me. People who I've only recently befriended turn out to be people who I am ashamed of. Friendships become twisted into something dark, full of lies and deceit. Fires that once burned bright in the souls of the few persons whom I most care about flicker and fade into nothingness. All happiness slowly drains out of everything, and I can't figure out why. I can't do anything about it, except to sit by and watch as everyone fades away around me. Growing up was never supposed to be this hard. I was never supposed to feel like I had to save anyone, because honestly, I can't. Not my best friend. Not my first love. Really, I have nothing left. Nothing but hope, and unfinished plans for a brighter future. The only problem is, I'm not supposed to care. There's no point to life anyways, right? Why bother? You shouldn't need a reason to live. You do it only because there are people out there who could not imagine a world without you.

EDITEDIT//
ffff
if you're looking at this right now you must understand that very little of it is actually still relevent.
also the jist of it is majorly emo,
and for that I apologize.
lolololol?